Life changing events are scary things. I've recently decided to pursue a life changing event. (Essentially, it involves a lot of commitment and money.) I am ready to do it, but it's still a scary thing.
I don't think it helped that I had a headache last night when I got the final news that my purchase request had been met, and my first inclination was to throw up - not sure if that was due in part to my headache and accompanying nausea, nerves or the fact that I'd just gotten two numbers right in a major lottery drawing (although I now think those two numbers translate out to a three dollar win).
New, big things are happening - we'll see what the future brings!